Thursday, August 13, 2009

A Gift From God, To God

This topic hits home for me. I have four children, two of which have severe special needs. My oldest child was born in 1991 and he had a stroke when he was a few days old that has caused him to be extremely delayed mentally. He looks normal, he can walk and he speaks articulately and within a short time you would be aware that he has challenges. Some of them are obvious and others only reveal themselves after getting to know him.

He has been diagnosed with Epilepsy, Pervasive Developmental Disorder - Not Otherwise Specified (PDD NOS), Anti Thrombin III deficiency(AT3), which is a blood clotting disorder that probably caused the initial stroke, and he has been tested many, many times with the determination that he is mentally retarded. He reads at a Kindergarten level with mostly inconsistent results.

In spite of his issues, he is a very generous and caring young man. Anytime someone is at our house visiting, he offers food or drink,whether we have it or not to give. He is constantly trying to help with his siblings and us parents to the point where we almost have to tell him to stop. Since he struggles to read, he has learned to build just about anything with Tinker Toys, or similar toys, simply by examining the pictures that came in the instructions.

My youngest child was born in 2008 and he also suffered a stroke a day or two after birth, again caused by the AT3 deficiency that he also inherited. A few days later, he suffered another stroke on the other side of his brain. He was born 2 months premature, because my Wife had severe preeclampsia and had to deliver right away or she would not have made it through the rest of the pregnancy. He has spent many days in and out of the hospital and we expect that this will continue until we can get him on the right medications. He too has Epilepsy and Cerebral Palsy, which will render him unable to walk or talk. At 1 years old, he is not able to roll over or to sit up. He has a feeding tube, because he cannot eat by mouth and he is on oxygen to assist with his blood saturation levels. He has many other issues as well, that we are dealing with, and so the above information is enough to get to my point.

When I was 13, my Mother worked for an institution where people put their children that were suffering from various forms of special needs. We would often visit her there and got acquainted with many of the"patients" that were living there. It touched me so much, that I prayed to God to give me a special needs child, when I was old enough to be married. I completely forgot about that prayer until my first child was born. There is much more to what happened next, so for now we can just say that, God did not forget and he answers prayer.

Shortly before my Wife began getting sick, while pregnant with our youngest child, my oldest child approached her and told her that he had prayed that God would give him a brother "Just Like Him". What do you say to that? My Wife responded that God knows best and that we will see what happens. As you may have guessed, God answered his prayer too.

You see, God did not create the universe, as we know it, and then abandon his creation. He is very much involved in our lives and answering prayers. Neither I nor my son knew just how difficult having a special needs child can be, but God knows and he provided the exact person that we needed to have in our lives. He provided me with the perfect Wife and my sons with the perfect Mother. I am not saying that my Wife is perfect, but she is perfect for me and my children.

After all of the above, I now get to my point:

Neither of my special needs children will ever be able to make a choice to either follow their own sinful nature or to follow God, through the sacrifice of his own son Jesus. Therefore, since they cannot make that choice, they are automatically going to Heaven when their time here is finished.

Knowing this, how can I or anyone else possibly turn against God, when we have a child that suffers from anything?

These children are simply a Gift from God, to God. We are just the blessed family that got to take care of them while they were here.

God bless and thanks for reading.


Tuesday, January 27, 2009

The Way, the Truth and the Life - Why?

Jesus said, in John 14:6: “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” - NIV

Let’s start with …

The Truth:

Pontius Pilate said - "What is Truth?"

While there are quite a few varying definitions, one being; “sincerity in action, character, and utterance”, there really is only one way to define it.

Truth is the complete and total absence of falseness.

In John 14:6, Jesus says that he IS the Truth. How does the above definition apply here? Well, imagine him as a body of water with no impurities or boundaries whatsoever and perfect in every way. Now take a glass and fill it with this water and drink it. Refreshing, satisfying and life sustaining, right? Right! Now, take a drop of falseness, in the form of arsenic, and drop it into that same glass of water. It is almost undetectable while looking at the glass but is totally and utterly undrinkable, without resulting in death!! Therefore, the glass of water no longer represents the original body of water and is no longer the truth. The truth has vanished, right before your eyes. The two cannot coexist.

In the same way, God is pure, has no boundaries and is perfect in every way. He cannot be tainted by falseness. In fact, falseness cannot exist where he is because it would be immediately destroyed, since God cannot be destroyed.

In our world, falseness jumps in front of truth, obscuring most of it from our view, but letting just enough through to make us believe that IT is the actual truth.

Gen 2:17 but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat of it you will surely die. - NIV

Sin = Falseness
Sins are terminal and ultimately cause Death

Since all of us are filled with sin and will therefore die, we cannot be in direct communion with God because we would be immediately destroyed. Being a loving God, he won’t force us to choose him. He gives us the freedom of choice, to choose him or to choose to live by our own sinful desires. He also does not want to destroy you, so he will allow you to live for eternity based on the choice that you make. If you choose him, then you will live in eternity with him. If you choose yourself, then you will live in eternity apart from him and by yourself.

He has created a place for Satan and his demons to live because of their choice to live by their own desires. Since he has already created this place, he does not need to create a separate place for the people that have chosen to do the same. That place is called Hell. As a side note, many people want to know why God would torture people for an eternity, just because they refuse to choose him over their own desires. That is a misunderstanding. Nowhere in the bible does it state that there will be torture in Hell. The word used to describe the situation in Hell is torment.

Luk 16:28 For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment. - KJV

Rev 14:11 And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name. - KJV

Torment can be defined in many ways, such as, intense feelings of suffering; acute mental or physical pain. In Hell, you will not be in contact with God, but you will also not be in contact with other people. When you choose your own desires, you are choosing self. Since you are choosing to be in eternity with yourself, then that is exactly how it will be. You will be alone. So the only place for torment to happen would be from within. If there is any suffering through mental or physical pain, it will be self induced as you reflect over the choices you’ve made.


The Way:

Compared to God, our best actions and intentions are like dirty rags. If you try to clean yourself with a dirty rag, you are still dirty. There is no way for man to clean himself from his own sins/falseness. It is a disease that affects 100% of the population. It was contracted by the first man and passed on throughout the generations to the current time. No one is immune and everyone has it. The result of this sin is death. No one escapes, we all will die.

So, how can we change this result? WE can’t. Only God CAN and he DID. He provided a Way for us, but will not force us to take it.

God took on flesh, in the form of Jesus, to die in our place. He had to. This was the only way to cleanse us, so that we could live for an eternity with him. Only that pure, boundless, life giving water can clean us and make us worthy of Heaven. Death did not exist prior to sin coming into the world. The result of Sin is Death. Our sins are just symptoms of the incurable disease called death. Since no man can clean himself or anyone else of sin, then he must be subject to that result. It is our debt to pay and we are in deep. We are incapable of repaying this debt. God made us to be in communion with him. He does not want anyone to perish, so in order for us to live, he had to pay this debt for us and he did. Whether we want to be with him or not, he paid it. Therefore EVERYONE has eternal life. Now the question becomes, which WAY are you headed?

Jesus provided the way, by paying our debt to sin. The only reason for doing such a thing is because he loves us. If we choose to live by our own desires and reject him, then we are choosing death. Since death has been defeated, you are choosing the only other thing available, which is an eternity apart from God. You are choosing to live in Hell, all alone.

A common question was recently posed to me by my Brother. He asked why I thought Christianity was the right way and all other religions are not?

The reason is that ALL other religions require YOU to do something to save yourself. The Bible teaches that we CANNOT save ourselves, because all have sinned and fall short of the Glory of God. Only God himself can save us and he did that through Jesus Christ. So if anyone believes or teaches that you can save yourself and that there are many ways to get into Heaven, then they have not understood God's message and purpose for our lives. Please don't be fooled, but read it for yourself. If you take the time to read God's word, then it will be clear to you that there is only one WAY.

Eph 2:8 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast. - NIV


The Life:

Gen 1:1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. – NIV

Without God, there is no life. God has always existed and therefore is THE life. Only life can create more life. We can only create because he first created us, in HIS image.

If he created all life, then it is only right that he has ownership and is in control of it as well. Since he has control, he can determine what is and what is not allowed.

I have heard it said that if God is so loving, then why did he command all of the killing in the Old Testament?

God knows the beginning from the end of all creation. He knows from the time you are born, whether you will choose yourself over him. People forget that even though he is loving beyond all measure, that he is also Just beyond all measure. Okay, so what does that mean?

Let’s say that someone murdered a close friend or relative of yours. The murderer was caught and is facing a trial by judge. The evidence is irrefutable that he committed the murder. All evidence is brought before the Judge for review and she agrees that this person is the murderer. Then, the Judge surprises everyone by letting the murderer go free with no repercussions what so ever. When asked why, she responds that she loves all people equally and could never condemn anyone to death or punishment. What would your response be? Absolute uncontrollable outrage!! You would do everything in your power to make sure that Judge never sees another case again. If so emotionally inclined, you might just strike out at her yourself in utter disbelief that she would let them go.

So how is it that we condemn God, when he judges that someone is guilty and deserves death and then carries out the sentence?

God knows everything about you. He knows your actions, your intentions and your inner most thoughts. He knows what you do in private and he knows what you do in public. All evidence is on the table, right in front of him and there is nothing to refute it. Are you guilty of breaking any of God’s laws or commandments? ANY of them?

Mat 5:21 "You have heard that it was said to the people long ago, 'Do not murder, and anyone who murders will be subject to judgment.' But I tell you that anyone who is angry with his brother will be subject to judgment.” - NIV

Mat 5:27-28 "You have heard that it was said, 'Do not commit adultery.' But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. – NIV

Mat 5:37 Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one. - NIV

• So, have you ever been angry with a sibling or a good friend?
• Have you ever looked at someone of the opposite gender and thought what it would be like to be with them?
• Have you ever said Yes to someone and then did the opposite?

These are just a few examples of sin. These three examples alone are enough to condemn most people. With these three alone, you are a murderer, an adulterer and a liar. God said that if you are even guilty of ONE of them, then you are guilty of ALL of them.

Jam 2:10 For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it. - NIV

There are 10 commandments that were given to us. Are you even trying to live by them?

Now I hear people saying that there are just too many rules to live by, why even try if even my thoughts are to be judged?

The Law and the Commandments are to be followed as best you can, but it is the intent of them that is misunderstood. They were designed to show you what a perfect and holy LIFE looks like. They are to show you that you CANNOT live it perfectly. They are designed to show you how sinful you really are. They are to show you just how much you NEED God. It is where your heart is as you do your best to follow his commandments that God looks at. He knows you will not always be able to keep them, but he wants you to love him enough to do your best. He wants a relationship with you. He wants you to spend eternity with him.

Another court case: This time YOU are in front of the judge. You ran a red light and were caught speeding in a school zone and nearly ran over a kindergartener. The fine is $250,000 or you will spend the next 10 years in jail. You are found guilty and don’t have $250,000 to pay. You are headed to jail. Wait! Someone that you don’t know bursts in to the courtroom and shouts, “Let them go!!, I have the money and will pay the fine for them.”

What will you do? Will you say no to that person? Most likely you’re very grateful that you and your family won’t have to endure 10 years apart. I’m sure that you would thank that person for doing such a kind and selfless deed. I know I would!

He has given you life. He has saved your life by paying your fine. Now he wants to spend his life with you. Give your life now, to the only one that cares enough about it to save it from certain death. Ask him to forgive you for your sins against him and then ask him to come into your life and into your heart. Then live your life like you are the child of a KING.

What do you do now? Find a Bible believing church and attend a Bible study. Surround yourself with other true believers. Get to know Jesus. He loves you and so do I.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Wordle of Heavenly Expressions

Here are a couple of graphics of my blog. These were created using Wordle. This takes the text that you supply and creates these graphics, based on how frequently you use certain words. The more you use a word, the larger font Wordle uses. Check it out.



Tuesday, March 27, 2007

The Spirit of Truth

What is our purpose?

The chief end of man is to Glorify God and to enjoy him for ever.

1Co 10:31 Then whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all things to the glory of God.


Why did God place Love above all else?

If you are busy loving on people then you have no time to fight with them. Jesus said that the greatest commandment is the first, followed by the second.

Mat 22:36-40 Teacher, which is the great commandment in the Law? And Jesus said to him, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind." Deut. 6:5 This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like it: "You shall love your neighbor as yourself." Lev. 19:18 On these two commandments all the Law and the Prophets hang.


So what happens when you follow the first commandment?

John 14:15-21 If you love Me, keep My commandments. And I will petition the Father, and He will give you another Comforter, that He may remain with you to the age, the Spirit of Truth, whom the world cannot receive because it does not see Him nor know Him. But you know Him, for He abides with you and shall be in you. I will not leave you orphans; I am coming to you. Yet a little while and the world no longer sees Me, but you see Me. Because I live, you also shall live. In that day you shall know that I am in My Father, and you are in Me, and I am in you. He that has My commandments and keeps them, it is that one who loves Me; and the one that loves Me shall be loved by My Father, and I shall love him and will reveal Myself to him.

By loving Jesus, who is God, as the first commandment tells us, he will give to us a Comforter, the Spirit of Truth. This Spirit of the Holy living God will dwell within us.


What is the job of the Holy Spirit of Truth?

John 16:7-15 But I tell you the truth, it is advantageous for you that I should go; for if I do not go away, the Comforter will not come to you. But if I go, I will send Him to you. And having come, that One will convict the world concerning sin, and concerning righteousness, and concerning judgment. Concerning sin, because they do not believe into Me; and concerning righteousness, because I am going to the Father, and you no longer see Me; and concerning judgment, because the ruler of this world has been judged. I have yet many things to tell you, but you are not able to bear now. But when that One comes, the Spirit of Truth, He will guide you into all Truth, for He will not speak from Himself, but whatever He hears, He will speak; and He will announce the coming things to you. That One will glorify Me, for He will receive from Mine and will announce to you. All things which the Father has are Mine. For this reason I said that He receives from Mine, and will announce to you.


So, if the chief end of man is to glorify God and the first and second commandments are the best way to do this, then why don't most people embrace the gift that was given to us, by God, because of this very thing?

Only by equipping The Holy Spirit of Truth, with the Holy Word of God, can he do what he was sent to do. It is not up to God's people to judge and condemn others, with their own understanding. It is up to, an equipped, Holy Spirit to change us from within. An un-equipped Holy Spirit lies dormant in those that do not learn God's word. Even worse than this, when you try to show these people the Truth in Love, they can get very defensive and deny that there is a problem. I am strictly speaking of people that claim to be Christians and do attend church regularly. I believe this is part of Satan's plan and will get worse as time goes by, as predicted in Revelation, and called the apostasy of the church. It is prevalent in many churches today.

2 Timothy
3:16-17 All Scripture is God-breathed, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness,
that the man of God may be perfected, thoroughly furnished to every good work.

If the above scripture passage is true, and I believe it is, then we as Christians have a responsibility to those young in the faith. We must bring the scriptures to them in a loving way and never force it upon them, as this can have disastrous results. By living and giving and showing our fellow believers the Truth In Love, through the word of Jesus Christ, we can help equip them to protect their faith, so that they can bring Glory to God.

Friday, December 1, 2006

Do you believe in D.R.U.G.S.?

Death of the
Righteous one
Used by
God to
Save us all

JUST FOR YOU

Here is a poem that I wrote for a good friend, during a time when he was hurting. I felt that anyone who is hurting and beating themselves up about it might benefit as well.

JUST FOR YOU

You’re troubled about your sins;
don't worry, you are doing fine.
You've got Jesus in your heart;
which makes your walk divine.

Don't beat yourself up;
for all the things that you do wrong.
When he comes back from Heaven;
all of the evil will be gone.

Don't tear yourself down;
thinking that you don't belong.
When Jesus stands beside you;
all you can be is strong.

When Satan tempts your heart;
don't fight him all alone.
With Jesus on your side;
your backup is the throne.

He battles with you now;
so put on your fighting glove.
If you don't understand evil;
then how can you grasp his love?

Jesus really loves you;
your own understanding will never do.
Here is just a glimpse of it;
he died just for you.

Your sins are all forgiven;
for just accepting him in your heart.
You now have eternal life;
but you still have to do your part.

You're struggling through these things right now;
but its all part of his plan.
And when you've gotten through it;
you'll be a better man.